"I could've been a different person, a more successful version of me, i could've met someone ans relate to, i could've actively help my parents, but i was born with a curse, a curse that is from my chest, it hampers me from exploring the curious world, it also prevents me from becoming an independent person, it made me spoiled so much, until now i realized that i was a burden from my parents and they're working hard just afford to remove my curse, well my curse did got removed but it was too late, that curse made me a monster, a selfish, greedy monster, i got spoiled so much in my childhood that it change my behaviour and its nearly impossible to break it, i hope it's not too late change myself, i hope"

"one time I watched two sparrows have sex for a good 30 seconds until they flew away"

"forgive me lord for I have sinned. Today, while I was walking down the street, I was two dogs having premarital sex. I passed it off as them being animals and were unable to marry, but I realize that is no longer the case."

"I am Fenvul."

"l have to say something that has been kinda bothering me for a while, as a kid l had gay sex with other boys and no l'm not joking l really regret it, l shouldn't have done that although it didn't have any negative effects on me as l grew up. l was still greatly bothered by it, l just wish l never done that and l'm not gay or bisexual today and l don't have any interest of both genders and l'm not asexual either."

"i am a lolitary spy who joined early on and been here for a long time. i am still watching waiting for the right time to attack"

"I used this bot to hide my identity, i have something to tell you all, i hate Rukawa sara, he made rape remarks on children mockingly"

"i fucked a 10 incher"

"i want to suck a member of this server's dick"

"Moe is my favourite person in this server"

"I've tried to masturbate with dripping water and it actually works"

"I like onii-chan, but he should control himself in the bath, it took me 30 minutes to get his bread stick down"

"i want to suck this member's dick really really bad"

"adulthood sucks, it's boring, i miss being a kid sneaking out, ditching class and being groomed by 25 years old on the internet"

"here is my anonymous pov of my opinions on the user Snek, he is: first: a disrespectful piece of shit, second: he doesn't even apologizes even when both sides are in the wrong, third and lastly: even though someone else often starts the arguement against him, he often too starts the arguement against the person Though i am ok ignoring the user, i am not ok with being aquaintances with him."

"uohhhh I wish I had a little sister "

"sorry for sleeping with ur mom. u know who u are"

"I am a member of the mod team, and I have 5 confirmed kills, 2 of them children, 3 of them adults. I dismembered them and scattered their bones so they will never be found. Some remains can be found in desert of Nevada if you look hard enough..."

"I'm the founder of r/Lolitary and I come in peace to confess that I like balls!!!"

"sproingys obsession over mc concerns me alot"

"I love user Thomas's little sister but I am too afraid to say it"

"I love little sisters"

"Moe, if you're seeing you're a really cool person, i wish we can play fortnite together"

"I've found a lone dolphin last time I went to the cove near my city she is so cute, and we had sex. I have been thinking about that cute dolphin ever since than."

"I sometimes have thoughts of murder. But they are in the back of my mind. I don't think I will ever kill."

"i think about the future a lot i hope this server lasts a long time and stay the same but i want it to grow too"

"Cirno isn't actually my favourite character, but it's from my friend's game, he's good at writing characters."

"i must confess that i killed a bunny in cold blood"

"Just became a semi-bony recently, idk the show is kinda good"

"I ment brony"

"i must confess that i saw what lu deleted"

"I have really bad intrusive thoughts and they make me wanna cry and cut my own hands off, it's debilitating."

"i used to be a bully on school, but I've realised that crap is wrong and i was manipulated to bullying people on school, I've befriended the person ive hurt when we were young, we chatted together about our favourite stuff, playing together (and also playing online games together, but i graduated and I've never seen him again, will we meet again?"

"i hate art I just wish never touch again it what a mistake I make I wonder my happiness is a lie"

"why i putting myself in so much hell for what to suffer mentally maybe the people in the right is i am wrong its foolish to have faith in onesellf"

"I posted nsfw in one of the channels and no mod deleted it. :3"

"im straight now, but some years ago boku no pico made me feel things i hadnt felt before, and havent felt since. my brain literally did not care that it was watching yaoi, they looked female enough that i had nutted mulitple times to the series"

"i masturbated to the idea of someone and they are probably going to read this"

"Ever since I lost my testicle, everything has not been the same..."

"I am a midget"

"We dream for a brand new star but we dream in the dark forr the most part darrk as a tomb where it happens i got to be in the room where it happens"

"when I was a kid I actually only liked girls. Primarily, I even fell in love with one. I think she was my first REAL crush, and I really did like her back then, but I dont like girls at all anymore. Absolutely zero attraction, none, not romantically nor sexually. Kind of weird huh? I only like guys now. Truthfully I wouldn't call it a phase, I feel like that makes people think it wasn't genuine in some way, when it really was. I think how I felt was valid and wasn't fake in anyway, and I think the way I am now is as well. I don't think I'm lying about my sexuality or who I am, this is just the me thats now. People underestimate how complicated sexuality is."

"i must confess that i think user crevex is a snowflake"

"I'm gonna take someone's little sister for myself. goodnight fuckers"

"you dont need a girlfriend if you have a little sister. unless that guy above steals your sister then you might need a girlfriend. either that or just fuck your mom for a new little sister (added bonus of her being your daughter too, daughter-sister-girlfriend all in one cute and funny package )"

"This server has really changed me, and for that I will forever be thankful. This server really helped me get through a tough time and help me get out of a terrible habit. I habit I see others in the server take part in and it is deeply saddening to see. I was once consumed by anger. Searching out people who hated me for a cheap rush, but that rush took a toll, not one you notice when it is happening but one you notice after you are free of it. It's like the reverse of having a stuffed up nose. Being able to breathe. That's what it feels like to spend time with those you love instead of those you hate. This obsession with antis is unhealthy. I understand they are unavoidable at times but you dont need to spend time thinking about them in private. They are living in your skull rent free. For me getting them evicted was spending time with those I hold dear, my friends. There is so much I want to say about friendship I'm sure I could write an entire novel about it. Something I never thought would make friends was a form of negativity. Going through a bad situation together really has a magical power to bring people together. Helping us open up and bloom into friends. Friendship is a lovely thing, but can be a dangerous thing, like any form of love it can fog your vision. Serously. Seeing your friend be biased in your favor is a really odd feeling but it's a sign of your friendship. Of course sometimes this can be a problem and that is my greatest concern for the server. It has been present since very early on. There is a social dynamic in the server that I believe causes harm to outsiders and those trapped in it. People taking advantage of others, and being self centered. Even very clear manipulation. I have no intentions of calling anyone out by name, but please be careful of lies, obsession and one sided relationships. I worry for some you. I write this not out of hate, but out of love, and concern for those I care about deeply."

"GOD DAMNIT I WAS GETTING LOTION READY FOR MY WEEKLY GAY PORN MARATHON AND THE LITTLE SISTER I STOLE RAN AWAY AND I CAN'T FIND HER FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WHYYYYYUU"

"I am always so horny toward the people in this server"

"i was in the same groupchat as friskypie, flan and chinloaf :p"

"I wanna kiss Fefi & Jupiter :3"

"I don't want to kiss anyone here... yet"

"I'll be honest, Lu's art looks bad, I am sorry Lu, but your anatomy on most of your drawings are broken and perspective is confusing, pillow shadow isn't a great option either, i think you need to improve on your artstyle and learn about anatomy properly @SleepyLuLu If this made you sad, don't, take this as a criticism, a proper one, i critique your art so you know what's the bad thing about it and you need improve it, sorry."

"I want to see Nepu naked"

"I want to fuck one of the members :trole:"

"i want to suck thomas dick i masturbated to thomas i want to fuck thomas"

"i think Gook has lovely chest hair."

"I will kill Gook on April 17, 2024, at 5:46AM precisely"

"l agree with that too, l feel like he hasn't improved on his anatomy but he will improve, he needs to know how anatomy works and also perspective and shading too"

"is this what soulmates are like? I always thought of soulmates as a term for like..an everlasting bond, so this isn't me talking about a relationship specifically but actually about 2 of my friends. I didn't know I could love my friends so much, even best friends I had in the past, it was never like this. REAL friends with a REAL bond and ACTUAL love for eachother. My love is solely platonic and non romantic, I definitely 100% have no interest in them that way, it was just surprising to me. Is this what best friends are supposed to be?"

"my back hurts from carrying this server"

"Lu's art is bad but improvement is still an option. Everyone starts somewhere right? It just means they have more to learn, which can be really fun. For Lu, if you don't already: -look up art tutorials -reference -learn anatomy -draw things out of your comfort zone, you can't improve if you don't put in the effort! -Incorporate things you like from other artists into your work These are things that may seem dumb or annoying, but in the long run is great to do. They're things I wish I could've told my younger self, I probably would've been at my current level 2 years ago. Don't let art be a chore. Learning can be fun if you want it to be."

"and for the people who are saying they hate art now, I understand. It can suck. You have to unlearn everything you've been taught, in the aspect that, art is supposed to be fun. At some point you just have to accept that it needs to be, and by drawing things EVEN if you don't like it, even if you hate it, as long as you're having fun you will improve and you will grow. If you're unmotivated, you won't want to draw anything at all- and thats worse isn't it? Don't let comparisons and self hatred get to you, this isn't what art is about. Remember your former self, remember what art meant to you and how it felt, because that can STILL be. It might take some effort, but don't just give up. Your mindset can change if you really want it to."

"i dislike your favoritism Alice"

"They say I like it too much. But I say I don't like it enough. There's so much more I can do. To show that my love is oh so true. I won't give in, no, no, no. I will always let my colors show. Something, something, can't deny. That my love for you is so sublime. And they say it's wrong, they say I'm too young, they say I can't feel this way. But I'm proud to say I like penis, I love penis! Every day and night, I love it! Penis, I love penis! It's even better when there's a girl above it! Penis, come on, penis!"

"I'm friends with someone and they really annoy me but I cant tell them that. I dont hate them or anything,I don't even know why, I mean they're nice to me? I don't want to be annoyed by them so I'm going to try and change my outlook. Especially because my other friends are friends with them also.. I want to be nice."

"I don't even think I know who I really am"

"one of the main reasons I want to die is because i’m ugly. if i were attractive I doubt i’d have so many suicidal thoughts"

"I kinda hate Inershal."

"my right nipple itches"

"ok ever since my last crush i’ve developed a thing for Canadians… i mean just look at the weeknd like… damn.. you guys kinda hot"

"I think I have a race fetish for Asian women"

"even though im lgbt, i know a lot less about lgbt than i should"

"forgive me cunny lord for i have sinned. yesterday my little sister and i was sleeping in the same bed. i was so horny being next to my imouto wearing a tank top and sport shorts and i had to climb onto her and take her pants off. i swore to you that i would not stick my dick into her for that would be rape but after brushing my penis against her slit there was so much pussy juice. my penis was so hard and throbbing and i realize now i could just climb off and go to the bathroom to fap but it was just right there! i just stuck it in and rpaed her. i thought i was entering your kingdom cunny lord as i thrust my hips back and forth my penis mixing the pussy juices and making the squelching sound. i finally came inside her and cleaned everything up with a tissue. i dont think she found out but her face was red when we were eating dinner this morning (we live alone together). does she know? im so sry but i still want to enter your kingdom of cunny heaven despite this and i hope you will find it in your heart to forgive me cunny lord"

"pig's humidity problem is just a tantrum"

"i hate that i enjoy my own farts"

"STOP COMPLAINIJG ABOUT TWITTER SHIT IT GETS ANNOYING. THIS SERVER IS FOR FUN NOT FOR COMPLAINING IF YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN AND BITCH ABOUT INTERNET WORDS GO TO ABI SERVER OR THE ANTI CATEGORY HERE"

"i hate twitter"

"I enjoy the smell of my own balls"

"I am indifferent to the smell of my balls"

"I lost my balls while in Iraq"

"I fucking despise the :Really_In_Front_Of_My_Book: emoji, everytime I see it I want to fucking punch the lil' character in the picture and make her cry while covered in blood, for fuck's sake I just want to kill whoever uses this thing unironically"

"idk I still want to leave this character dying on the floor"

"I caused a little kitty to die a gruesome death of getting crushed by a speeding vehicle, and by cause and i mean deliberately throw it onto the road, I see it in my dreams occasionally"

"I'm an ex prisoner. My sweetie cellmates know how much I love SCHMEAT so they decided to avoid me at all costs every time I dropped the soap. I would even slam that shit into the floor sometimes, hoping that the stereotype would hold true, but everyone suddenly disappeared from the showers as soon as that bar touched the ground. Why must I be treated like this?"

"ethan is a cutie patootie"

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"I dont know what to do. Everyone thinks I'm a sweetheart but really I'm just a horrible person who says mean things and always thinks they're the victim. I'm trying to fix myself but I keep accidentally hurting people and I know it'll affect them and I know its my fault. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I try to tell myself I'm not a horrible person and I was just hurt and I can change but, I know thats just a lie. Maybe I should just leave so that I won't hurt anyone anymore. Dissapear. Runaway. Cut everyone off. I wish I wasn't like this. I want a therapist but my mom can't find any and I dont know what to do I dont wanna be like this I don't wanna be an asshole who does abusive things. Please help me. Why am I acting like the victim again? Gross."

"(previous confessor) I'm calmed down now, but I still don't know what to do with myself. Like how do I fix this? I've tried researching but I couldn't find much. Any advice.."

"I never mean to hurt people, I guess I just don't think? I don't want to hurt anyone, everyone should be loved. I need to fix myself somehow."

"the people who suck off halo need to stop. its really bad for the server and when halo is doing honestly reprehensible shit no one says anything because everyone is either larping and sucking him off or too scared to say anything. every time halo threatens self harm because someone made him uncomfortable or something should be a mute or kick, maybe that sounds a bit much but think about it. if someone is feeling that way because of the server they should not be in it. halo ignores everyone outside of his friend group for the most part it feels and has most of the server blocked. if you feel the need to block almost everyone who isnt always using kiddy gloves and never stands up to you why are you here? halo is obviously manipulative and people dont say anything because "babi halo omg so cute xd" but its just really gross to see from an outsiders perspective."

"i love halo"

"I have nothing against you. I think you are a person struggling through something like many here. I think you should keep trying your best, and if you feel a need to vent or call for help, you should speak in a place or to a person you can make that clear to if you feel like it causes issues in general chats. Same goes to anyone else."

"I hope you choose to stay, i enjoy you being here."

"if you are thinking about leaving... yeah probably..."

"im sry halo i dont hate u but im scared when ur on because i remember someone else like u and I get stress i cant tell u to leave or not its just wat i see"

"(161 here) I meant if you feel like leaving would improve the server you should probably leave. I dont want to be mean and I dont mean any malice but if what you are saying is all true honestly you and the server would be better off apart."

"im 161 and i want to say i want u to get better but idk if ur gonna get better by being in this server i dont think this server is healthy for u or is helping u with ur mental health and i worry for u"

"I will be honest because thats what you want. I think you should leave. You dont seem to like the poeple here much and you can just DM those you like or make a server for talking to them."

"You promise you wont get mad Halo?"

"then guess you already know what I was going to say. :( Yeah I feel you should leave. Im sorry please dont hate yourself."

"this is genuinely making me upset, I'd hate to see you go....but if you and others think it's getting to that part that things are "uncomfy"?, I guess it's a "good" idea I hope you'll be okay, somehow, somewhere... /g"

"I'm bad at talking about these things...so sorry... (170)"

"all conversation is killed and other people stop posting when halo takes over the whole genera demanding attention it’s annoying Notice how people will log in, say “what did I walk into” or “it’s a bad time” and log back off"

"not 172 but were scared we will get blocked if we talk to u a lot of peeps have even when they tried to tell u"

"halo bad xd!!!!"

"(1/5) i dont have any problem with you overall Halo but i do have a problem with your behavior. i dont blame you for the bad things that happen to you and i dont completely want you to leave the server either i really want you to be better but i cant see it happening rn."

"(2/5) a problem i have is your attitude. you make it so that everyone who call you out are bullies and the people who are nice to you as buddies so you make it like its good vs. evil when its not. i dont want to blame you for all of these problems because the others who are pickings sides can be blamed too but i think you should stop letting it happen"

"(3/5) it was rude when hwinfred demoded you behind everyones back but before people heard out both sides you guys thought he was 100% at fault and called ethan an idiot for trying to understand what happened from both sides. it was really dumb and was a civil war in the server between your buddies and bullies or good vs evil"

"(4/5) i know someone said this but whenever you join chat whatever convo that was going on gets stopped for you or dropped until the solemn eye shows up to baby you. i dont mind hearing you and it can be really fun but it gets annoying when you dont pay attention to a lot of the server because you have them blocked or ignored because you just dont like the server except for the solemn eye and your friends"

"(5/5) i dont hate you and i feel you and understand you but i think you should work on your mental health instead of saying 'i'll change' and getting worse. its up to you to leave or not but i think you should pick what is best for your mental health. please dont stay here just for solemn eye or alice. you should make a gc and spend time with your friends that way. i heard you guys have a server so maybe you can use that to talk with people you like"

"..."

"So can confessions go back to normal??"

"hopefully"

"I’ve got a confession to make I’m you’re fool THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST THE BEST OF YOU"

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"Has anyone here gotten over porn addiction? I dont want to quit. I just want to get down to a normal amount"